thanksgiving without my gma

well this week has been truly hard for me this is the first holiday without my grandmother. my grandmother was like a mother a mother to me i have lived with her on and off since i was a child and i have also lived with her up until i moved in with my husband last november. this month has been truly hard for me i find myself wanting to call her all the time and ask her tips on crafts that i am making for the holidays and she was so big on that stuff. becuase of what i am personally going to i looked at my grades and i have seen that they are not the best i know i need to get cought up on things i just sit around most of the day. from this day on i will not just sit around mopeing i know my grandma would want me to keep my grades up for school. i love and miss her and i will do what i know will make her proud.